I'm in a period of transition in my life right now...
Personally, I'm enjoying a time when I'm appreciating a lot of alone time I missed out on before. I'm enjoying more QT spent with friends, the rekindling of old hobbies, and the discovery of new interests. I'm also entering a time in my life where I've realized that I've always compromised when I made big decisions in my life. I always took the safe middle ground on things, just because it made everyone happy. I sacrificed what made me ecstatic because I thought it was selfish. Moderation I always say. In this time of transition, however, I've decided to kick it up a notch. It's really time to focus on myself, and what's important to me. (I forever keep saying this.) I deserve to be a bit selfish.
Workwise, I've physically relocated. We're under a new group and we're in a building down the street from my old building. Everything's new and clean. I have an office that I share with another manager here and we have a window!!! I have view of grass and trees and it's somewhat distracting I'm finding out. (I sometimes catch myself just zoning out.) The bad part? I'm far away from my team, especially
Kimmy. The office is somewhat big and I'm not used to it. Three of my five fish died during the move. (Actually, it was my fault for forgetting to dechlorinate the new water.) My frog's still kickin alive, however! It's only been a few days in this new space and I haven't even fully settled in. I feel like my mind's scattered everywhere, without the focus I'm used to.
I'm torn... between being content and always on my toes. Content breeds boredom, while always being on my toes brings about uncertainty and utter chaos. What to do...