So before I lose the excuse of being able to write about New Year's resolutions, I better start writing about the weird superstitions I have about ringing the new year in. For as long as I can remember, I had always spent New Year's Eve with my family. It wasn't until I left to live in Texas that I was away from my family for that particular holiday. Although I wasn't around my family, I found myself still doing the same things I dreaded doing when I was younger. For instance, the house had to to be super clean, meaning you vacuumed, organized and dusted everything. Bills had to be paid. You had to do all your laundry, especially wash the sheets and towels. Basically, there shouldn't be some sort of 'to-do' list left to carry over to the new year. It was the same for what you were exactly doing at the stroke of midnight. Whatever you were doing at midnight or whatever you'd left lingering, you'd be taking care of that particular thing for the rest of the year. Call me weird or superstitious. I still believe in it.
This year, I went into the new year pretty honest about everything in my life. Actually, I fibbed to my parents about how I spent the new year, but what else is new. That's an ongoing obstacle until the day I'm married. I got the majority of my 'to-do's' done and I started off the year relaxing with a massage and a visit to the spa. I thanked God for helping me make it to the point I'm at now and told him I wouldn't take my blessings for granted. I reflected on my blessings - a great family and very supportive friends, an improved and more personal relationship with God, an unconditionally loving bf, a job I love coming to every day, a beautiful house over my head, cool housemates, a happier outlook on life...positive thoughts and optimism... I can go on forever but I don't want to beat a dead horse.
To summarize...
2002 was a horrible, negative year. I wanted it to be over and done with.
2003 started just as bad but got better gradually through the year.
2004 started happy and it's only getting better =)
This year, I went into the new year pretty honest about everything in my life. Actually, I fibbed to my parents about how I spent the new year, but what else is new. That's an ongoing obstacle until the day I'm married. I got the majority of my 'to-do's' done and I started off the year relaxing with a massage and a visit to the spa. I thanked God for helping me make it to the point I'm at now and told him I wouldn't take my blessings for granted. I reflected on my blessings - a great family and very supportive friends, an improved and more personal relationship with God, an unconditionally loving bf, a job I love coming to every day, a beautiful house over my head, cool housemates, a happier outlook on life...positive thoughts and optimism... I can go on forever but I don't want to beat a dead horse.
To summarize...
2002 was a horrible, negative year. I wanted it to be over and done with.
2003 started just as bad but got better gradually through the year.
2004 started happy and it's only getting better =)